Naught but the Memories

The scars aren’t ever leaving
Feels almost s’if they’re seething
Fiery rage burning against me
Causing the pain I wish to flee
Little scraps of notes filled with
“いきたいです。” filled with
“いきたいです。”
Memories of what I used to be
Realization of who is now me
Can’t believe I’ve changed so much
Almost I have forgotten the touch
The pain, the drive, to run to run
Run until the whole path’s done
Imaginary voices, memories
Surround me like faeries
I want to grasp them, hold them
Hug them, kiss them
I reach out and they disappear
As I reach out to what I held dear
Love you, love you, please come back
Never existed, can’t hide the fact
Fear, fear, worry, worry that what I
Love now will soon leave and fly.
Fly away, fly away, cease, cease
And leave me with naught but the memories.

Note: いきたいです translates to "I want to go"